Ashley Cain’s girlfriend Safiyya Vorajee struggles ‘through the day and night’ after baby Azaylia’s tragic death
Grief-stricken Safiyya Vorajee has penned a heartbreaking post in which she admits she struggles "all through the day and night" following the death of her baby girl Azaylia.
The 34 year old tragically lost her and boyfriend Ashley Cain's daughter at eight months following a battle with leukaemia.
Safiyya has been open about her bereavement since Azaylia's tragic passing, and has now spoken more to her 1.1million Instagram followers.
She wrote on Sunday night: "I struggle all though the day & night… When the journey I was on was difficult mentally I didn't realise it was going to get harder.
"Looking after my baby in hospital from 8weeks old wasn't the way I was expecting to become a mummy. But I counted everyday as a blessing that I am azaylias mummy and would give her my 100% everyday! [sic]
"I studied every part of her diagnosis I learnt all her medicine because I wouldn't have done nothing less for my baby [sic].
"Struggling mentally with losing my baby. My days feel so empty. My life feels so lost. My body feels so alone [sic].
"But my soul feels so full, my spiritual alert feels so engaged more than ever this is because Azaylia has given me a reason to connect with life in such a different way.
"I am struggling everyday but from each day I am gaining a new vision, Azaylia welcomed me everyday with a beautiful smile.
"I will find a new way to eventually live & I will keep your name alive Azaylia," she continued alongside a trio of orange heart emojis.
Safiyya continued: "I lost Azaylia in the holy month of Ramadan. This is a special time.
"Innaa lillaahi wa inna ilayhi raaji'oon," she added, which means: "Verily we belong to Allah and verily to Him do we return."
Remembering Azaylia Cain
"We will be together one day in paradise Azaylia. I love you, I miss you my sweet Angel."
Underneath the text is a sweet edit of Azaylia smiling in between a pair of angel wings above a diamond.
Above the image it says Azaylia's nickname: "Likkle Lion," with a lion's head appearing behind her.
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